Michael Bernard Beckwith

http://www.soundstrue.com/bonus/michael_beckwith_answer


This is what I am listening to now.  Here is a 51 minute audio.

Current study of physics and the unified theory

Ten dimensions of space, string theory, searching for the unified theory of the entire universe, all matter is made up of vibrating energy, how different structures can modify the vibration of energy, and how little of our universe we currently understand.  Good stuff.

You must first be who you really are.....

 "Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier.  The way it actually works is the reverse.  You must first be who you really are, then do what you really need to do, in order to have what you want."  - Margaret Young

The difference between my hardwiring and actually thinking

Most of the time, I walk around like a raw bundle of nerves waiting to get triggered into a predictable response. I am like an old music jukebox with the same 40 hit songs that I've heard over and over again. The fun part is to notice how I use certain people or events to trigger a particular "record" to get played in me.

Just press "E-8" and I get angry.  Just press "G-2" and I get worried.  I used to think that I  was "responding to the world".  But now I can see that I have, mostly, been a hardwired set of "my greatest hits" just waiting to get triggered within myself.